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| Bloody Universe of Chocolate and Emotional Trainwrecks |
| 03.16.04 (5:53 pm) [edit] |
Well, I DID go out the other night, got real drunk and gave a hot chick ma numbah. but....Haven't been called yet. That's how it goes for me. I go on this BIG LONG DRY SPELL, then-**POOF**- I have to make big decisions between multiple people. Right now, I am in the Dry Spell part. Again. GAWD, could it get any lonelier??? Sometimes I feel like I am the only one in my world, and there is really just no one that I am super-close to anymore. Well, actually, that's pretty much the truth of it. I am close with grrlpink these days, but not like attatched-at-the-hip close. This is probably the first time ever that I do not have a person that is inside my head as much as I am...Because I always had Meg (my bestly fiend), but things are just different these days. That's a-o.k. I mean, we hang out and talk and have fun and sometimes she's the only one who can save me from my Inside-Rot, but DAMN. I am really alone right now. Its kind of...humbling, as well as being a source of new life, as well as being just plain ole down right, wretchedly LONELY at times. I guess we all go through this. But wow. How painful it can be....
Officially didn't get that bookstore job that I so desperately wanted. Maybe they'll be hiring again sometime soon and they will remember how fabulous I am.
8)
I bought a new book today. And next week, I will buy another. I like to submerge myself in other lives when mine isn't going the way I want it to...
On the other hand, I DID start the Blood Gush today, so that could explain the emotional storms and whatnot...
GP is going to Sonic Youth. Wish I could go, too!!!
Alright. Time to go buy chocolate and cigarettes, cuz that's just really ALL I WANT right now...Besides the obvious.
Oh-I had some kickass guacamole today and I thought how good it would be slathered over a bar of chocolate...Yup. The Blood.
Blood
Blood
BLOOD.
tha ind.
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